hmm.. long time nv post...
today got wushu training. one word: FUN!
seniors came back to visit us.. but rite, that siew yan and melissa keep on tease me with my nickname! >.<.. but nevermind, me and siew yan also got tease melissa. HAHA. Keep saying that she got boyfriend. when she sitting doing nth, we will assume that she was thinking of her bf and will say: why emo? your antennae too short cannot think of ur bf is it.. den will "pull her antennae longer". LOL. i know we are lame! (:

siew yan gave us our belated red packet. HAHA. Really got money inside!!! me and shi ming was like telling the others to say: thank you ah ma. FUNNY! siew yan's reply was: five me back all the red packets.. HAHA.. LOL
anyway, i shall show off and type siew yan's note here(:
on the cover of the red packet she wrote: Ming FONG.
Hello Ming Fong!
Hehe, do you still remember how your mickname came about? i definitely do! Actually, i got nothing to say to you lor, you no need encouragement for studies cause you're a pro already.[where got!] As for CCA and leadership, i see potential in you alrd[YAY!]. One point, just don't fear crowds! Don't give yourself unwanted distress and panic. All the best for your streaming! I want see straight A1s ar! :D

i am not a pro in my studies larh. LOL. thanks for your praises! don't know that siew yan also will sing praises to ppl! HAHA. for that point rite, actually i only scared of sy lor! cos she everytime tease me! >.< HAHA. but today i didn't bother abt her... just take her existence as transparent[of cos only when i am asked to do the routine larh, i not that bad ok]!!HAHA

YAY! thats all. and i am waiting for my birthday present from her! TEEHEE!

haiz. this is going to be a saddening and a post filled with anger.

1st, is shawen. haiz. i really don't know what she want. i hope she understand what i mean. ytd, one guy giv him birthday present, and valecia immediately ask her to hang it on her phone. but den shawen simply forgotten that the other guy was there too. i was a little frustrated. so i asked her to take out. i told her that if u hang it up, the guy who giv it to u will have wild thinking and will be happy. but on the other hand, the other guy will be sad. i told her that she have to make a decision that is fair to both guy. and she was a bit sad, that i ask her don't hang it. i also asked the others like joey, marlene and beatrice and they all say NO. i was like, u want hang hang lorh. we are just giving advice. i don't know what she do in the end, but i hope she dun hurt the 2 of them.

2nd is my korh. i shall not say who it is who but i think it is quite obvious. he made a promise to the one he love, but he broke it. NOT just once. he had broke it for a million times! he said he want to quit, but he still continue to do it. he made my meimei sad, and the only word that he say is: SORRY. What's the point of saying sorry everytime when u do sth wrong! and u not only promised her, u promised me that u will quit too. but what is happening now completely contradict to what u promised. TOTALLY. i know that quitting is a difficult task. nobody ask u to quit it just in a day rite! but y u keep on buying. even ur bro supported us.

i am not going to care abt it le. if u come online, den i will talk abt it personally with u. if u still choose to continue doing it, i have nothing to say.

TOTALLY SPEECHLESS.

yesterday was valecia's birthday! happy birthday sista!
anyway, after school me, joey, valarie, ning zhen, beatrice, gh, yj, mh, james amd yx went to her hse. went cp to buy present 1st. i went to buy me and nz de lunch. thanks james didi for accompanying me! (: sth funny happened. nz and val went toilet so they asked me to help them to carry their things. as i need to drink my bubble tea, i ask gh to take. den when they come back. nz was like: where is my thing? den i point to gh. val said: aye nz! ni gen marlene qiang gh. den i told val: ur things also there. den all of us broke out into laughters larh. val damn paiseh.

so we took 163 to valecia's hse. on the bus the girls took pics. thanks to james the photographer. after that me and james did sth lame. i called him using joey's phone and he ansed using beelee's phone. and we started making weird noises. is like waste $$$ larh. HAHAS. the journey to valecia's hse is like damn long!!! argh! i so good. c valecia take the things like very xin ku den i help her take. HAHA. walked pass a hse and saw swimming pool inside!!! so cool!! ARGH! i want to own the hse! haha

when we reached, immediately saw her didi, lerwin! super duper cute! they ate KFC. den when they are full, me and nz playe secret number with them. the person who guess out the number must eat the food. like mayb 1 scoop or 2. 3 funny things happened during the dame. 1st is james. me and nz knew that the number 100 very easy to guess. so we made that the secret no. den james immediately guess it. 2nd is beelee. the no. is 18 [ meant for her] is like not even her turn she go shout the number den she must eat. HAHA. 3rd one and the most funny one, valarie! she keep saying i dun want to eat. is like immediately after she say she dun want to eat, she guess the no. correctly and she have to eat it. mh is like so ke lian larh, we keep teasing him dog. HAHA

after that went up to valecia's room. damn nice!!! got 4 levels. we took pics at the stairs. this time, gh is the photographer. NICE. we played truth or dare. gh offered to use his phone. den when he put in the middle, val immediately grab th phone and search for sms-es. the msgs are like from last yr and he still keep it. so chi qing!! gh keep wanting to take the phone back and mh is like go taupok gh! gh's shirt is like unbuttoned. hahas. den the guys go taupok mh. when trying to stop them i got scratched my mh! >.< den each of us got like dare larh. i called zhi yi, joey called hq, valecia called beewee, nz called lipfei and val called a secret guy. LOL. FUNNY!

today got cross-country. bet with james. if i got 25 he must give me ferero rochey. i made it! WOOHOO! when walking back to sch, we were damn noisy. keep doing the bomb bomb thingy. played with 2B and they responded. HAHA> (: got back repost book. quite satisfied. after sch went lunch with valecia and joey. when at the coffee shop, the uncle and some hawkers keep wanting to c our report book. they were hilarious! (:

woohoo!!! i am just being random here! my malaysian friend said she has a boyfriend!!! WOOHOO! i was like asking her: IS it that guy? that freaking guy? hAHA. and she was like telling me, i will know it during the 3 day class. WTH~ but i know it can't be him. hAHA. WEEEE~ hope she will be blessed. (:

today is a nice monday. not to everybody but to me. (:
1st lesson is CME. boring as usual. den we had english lesson. teacher gave back the paper. quite happy with my results. den it was PE. ran rounds around the school with JOEY!

the fun part came. during recess joey, nz, valarie, valecia and me went to play soccer with 2D. total failure! but the process is super duper FUN! i can't believe i kicked a ball away from the goalpost! felt so accomplished. joey did sth stupid. when the ball went to her. she practically ran with the ball. she say she could not slow down. den when she finally could, the ball went away. >.< one of the 1D boys said that we got a lot of people. but all no use de. HAHA.

after recess it was science. the 2nd period was for us to discuss science proj. that is when the stupid part came. actually is not in my group but i just feel very angry with that freaking idiot. whats wrong with u! can u stop all your complains. not everybody can accept it ok. things cannot be always be in your way rite. and u know it. i am sure MATURE people will know it. dun u consider urself as MATURE! u are giving trouble to mummy, green veggie and xiao meih ok! they had enough of u! i wonder how u can have such close relationship with ur primary school friend. i guess u did not reveal your true colour in pri sch. now that the class is peaceful in its way, u are creating trouble AGAIN! i hope ms chin will council u or sth some day.

after that was chinese. hahas. me, nz and shawen ate the chips nz bought during recess. valarie came and join us with her packet of peanuts. NICE! den we went to beatrice's table and we started singing all the songs that we know. FUN! den we sang lao shu ai da mi with actions de. chi ling was practicing i think for her malay oral or malay storytelling competition. she seems pretty nervous. so we sang the song to her. we also sang yu ai.

during geog, took our geog paper. though i didn't do too well. but i very happy already. i think gh didn't do too well and got a scolding from cher. i think that stupid freak compared him to his bro and think he is inferior or sth. and he broke down. this is the 1st time see him like that. shocked.

msg to gh didi: don't think too much ok. u might not be as good as your bro in geog. but u are good in your way. mayb geog is not ur interest. just work hard ok?i believe that if u work had, god wouldn't b so cruel. rmb b4 geog test that sunday, u told me that u studied for eng? and in the end u got quite a good marks for eng rite! mayb u didn't study geog a lot. but nvm, there is always a next time.

JIA YOU DIDI!!!~

oh ya! abt the truth or dare part rite, after i call jx, i prank called hq cos he looks so emoish. hahas. used beatrice's phone. COOL~

anyway, ytd night chatted with hq for a little bit through sms. he say he emo cos he still cannot decide. after that fx call den we were discussing abt the 2 of them. wanted to conference with hq to give him advice but he slp le :S so me and fx sang songs together! fun~

this morning sms-ed hq asked him if he sort out his mind le ma. and he told me his ans. lah. i think it's obvious. and i can't believe that she only got 1 gf!!! shock tio when he told me. hope they can stead! so cool! hahas. me and fx are trying to help both of them. WOOHOO!~

today read the book borrowed from Mrs Ang. there is this part i think is quite meaningful. One of the characters inside said that each of us has a veil between ourselves and the rest of the world, like a bride wears on her wedding day, except this kind of veil is invisible. The world is kind of blurry with that veil and we like it that way. Sometimes, our veil are pushed away for a few moments, like a wind blowing it from our face. And when the veil lifts, we can see the world as it really is. We see all the beauty, and cruelty, and sadness, and love.

i think this is really true. We are like living in a world of "lies". If it was me, i will just lift up the veil and c the world with my bright eyes. (:

now suddenly feel like posting a long post. don't know why. though common test is over, i still have this mix- feeling. there are 2 things i want to say. one is happy while the other one is sad. i think u guys will want to read the good one 1st.

actually it is not good, but rather fun. Today, last day of CT. went joey's hse to play. ning zhen, beatrice, hong quan and gerald went there too. at 1st we played teiti. ning zhen do not know how to play and therefore, we taught her. while playing, she kept making hilarious mistakes. me and beatrice laughed our lungs off! hahas. after that, we played truth or dare. i am the 1st one who kena. they asked me to tell them the faults of them larh. and i said.

while playing, hq and gerald came. after that, beatrice kena. we asked her what are the 2 things she is jealous of her sis. and of cos is sth related to him. next was joey, we asked him this"do u like hq more or him more?" and her ans is..... HAHA. don't tell u! >.< after that was ning zhen. we ask her to choose between rui yuan and ying xian and she chose YING XIAN!

so after that, joey got a dare. we dared her to wear a clothes of hers for us. but we will help her choose. actually wanted to ask her to come out. but she dun dare cos got hq. so we went to the toilet. and took pics of her. HAHA. den after that was gerald i think. his is damn funny!!! the 1st time we asked him to wear joey's shirt which is like those i duno how describe. he took super long time to weaR! HAHA. den for the 2nd time,at 1st we ask him to kiss hong quan. but he dun dare. cos hq say "你敢kiss 我， 我就打你阿" so we asked him to wear bikini of joey. he wear until very funny! joey took pics. i hope she will post it. HAHA. den i think it was my turn to kena. they dared me to call jx and say... i shall not say what. lucky he never answer arh!! WOOHOO!den i think it was joey's turn again. we ask him to go into her cupboard for 1 min. when she inside, we said ghost stories. but she covered her ear so she didnt hear anything. HAIZZ. HAHA.

after they, gerald complained that he was hungry so we went down to kitchen. me and joey ate yam icecream. den we go back room. we actually went inside and locked joey and hq outside. damn funny. i was guarding the door and eating ice- cream. poor gerald has to go and help to keep the 2 doors guarded. cos is like joey and hq got a lot of strength den me, nz and beatrice no strength. after that we continued playing. i kena dare again. and i actually sang "知道" in front of them with the background music. very weird at 1st but after that ok. beatrice's de lyrics got prob de. den i keep singing wrongly. and after i sing finish, i realised that nz actually recorded it!! argh! and they played once. very funny. cos in between we keep laughing.

after that joey kena dare. we asked her 5 Qns abt hq. is all yes or no Qns. 1st is: do u want hq to quit _ _ _ _ _ _ _? she said YES. den 2nd: do u think hq is nice as a kor. she said yes. den when i ask: do u think hq looks shuai when playing basketball? she said... secret AGAIN! HAHA. last one i forget what le. nvm.

den we went down to play monkey. FUN! and we went home after that. had a real fun time! (:

now is the emo part...
actually i dun like being emo lah. but den.. ya.. i just want to say that i feel pressurised when ppl keep pinning hope on me. i dun like it when ppl shout my name when giving out papers. I SERIOUSLY DON'T LIKE IT! today shawen cried. when i see her cry, i also feel like crying. don't know y. i am not disappointed with my result. but den i just feel that i let down the others who had hope on me. i regretted.

it is after CT but i am still feeling STRESSD. HOW? can anyone tell me what should i do???